I actually have to work on this, I never thought I would actually have to WORK ON THIS. Traditionally, I am self sufficient. I can do things myself. I’ve steadily entertained myself since the 1st grade when nobody would play with the black kid. I made my own money when my parents couldn’t give me money to to go to the movies. I did things myself. I used to. I can’t figure out how I’ve changed so much where I can’t be independent anymore. I’ve conditioned myself to work, eat, and sleep on another person’s schedule. Just want to know why the change so I can fix it. Is it because I’m afraid I’ll lose them?